life is too short

You always here someone's dead, there's a funeral happening here but you don't really grasp what it's like to suddenly let go of someone that was close to you till it actually happens to you. You don't get a chance to say goodbye specially with the tricky part of death "sa7wet el maout" where you think they're gonna be fine because they just got better and they were talking fine but that's the trick, again it's "sa7wet el maout". Without even knowing you found yourself burying them the next day. At first you understand what's really going on till you go home crying your eyes out.

It was hard to see the house that was always laughing and open for family gatherings is filled with sadness. Suddenly everything seems very strange and not as before.

It was hard for me to accept the death and when I entered the house the next day I thought I would find him sitting where he always was, whether he was tired or not but he would still be with us but then again instead I found her sitting in his place. That's when it all hit me.. It took me a days to realize that he was not there now. Actually I realized it only fel 3aza when everyone was there at the mosque.

I really hope I would never experience this again, it was very difficult specially that he was the source of happiness to us.

May you rest in peace and see you again