Friday, May 25, 2007

closure

Sometimes all you need is closure.. it could be a smile, a wink, a kiss or even the talk.. That's what you need to close the door and never come back, but the question is how can you be sure that this will close it. You may regret, it you may not!

Sometimes closure is what opens your heart to a new adventure or brings you back to the old one

Monday, May 14, 2007

hopefully the last

When I was still a member, I never understood how people can let go and leave. AIESEC had such an impact on me back then and made me want to develop more and take more leadership positions. Then a year went by and another one and now it's my turn to leave and pass on everything to my successor. I must understand how he feels, he's now the owner of the ship and he wants to run everything on his own, that's how I was when I took my firts postion. I'm glad I had the chance to be in AIESEC and meet great people like May Daoud, Louli, Loz, Sami, Tamer, Mr. Askoura, Martha, Maggie and of course Nesrine.

Askoura once told me a nice saying before leaving AIESEC: E7la2 le nafsak abl mal nas te7la2lek. I completly agree with and I would advice any of the people leaving to use it.

Good luck for all the new leaders and hope your term will be more successful than our =)

Friday, May 11, 2007

weirdest dreams ever!!

Waking up from a bad dream crying.. I couldn't stop crying as it had my cousin dying in it. I was responsible for her funeral from A - Z, it wasn't in a normal mosque but it was in a big open hall where a lot of people came. I had all her pictures hanging on the wall so people can still see her. I wasn't paying attention to what was happening, I was going up and down and fixing this and that and saying bye to him and her and suddenly I walked through a long corridor where a lot of people were coming out my way. All of a sudden one friend decided to hug me and that's when I realized that my cousin was dead. I cried really hard that I even woke up from the dream finding tears on my cheek and started crying.

Weird is that I haven't spoken to her for over a month so I don't know why I would be dreaming of her. Anyway, I found out later she was good so she's still alive :-)) !!

Another weird thing was that 2 hours later I had another dream about my best friend drowning and I was there, can't do anything for her. Then the next scene was her brother calling me asking me how I was doing and saying that if she was alive she would have wanted us to keep in touch so let's do that and come over for dinner some time which of course made me start crying again.

I always have weird dreams about people dying, I wonder what they mean. I know crying in a dream is a good thing.. letting some of the steam out but people dying that's weird..

"I see dead people" sounds spooky

Monday, May 07, 2007

Conclusion

people change.. a lot, and when people change they either feel it and like it or they don't.
so if they like it and they have changed to the better kheir w baraka.. if not and they have acquired weird attitude then god puts the right people to bring them back and get them down to earth..

Thursday, May 03, 2007

4 cats

4 completely different characters came together by coincidence. One very needy but kindhearted, one too girly and irresistible the other one careless and free and the last hhmm simply a bitch and thinks she knows everything; however, she never liked the first three. It's not how she was raised, so to her they're airheads. She was responsible mature, knows what she wants and gets it. Now with the new combination, yes she's having hard time adapting and always wants to leave "the group", but there's something about them pulling her back.
They form a nice group; they laugh all the time and they make others laugh too.
They care about each other and never give up. They fight and never lose;

What will come out of this you never know but what we know for a fact is that they enjoy sharing everything together from guys' issues to family and personal stuff. Good thing about it is that they support one another from a-z.

There's always something getting them together, whether it is work, fun, men or even parents but there's always something and there will always be :-)