Tuesday, May 09, 2006

EXAMS EXAMS!!!



Guess you were right ya askoura. Only people who are bored are the ones who blog. Anyway Missed you ya heavens, hope all is good in quatar. I have my finals this Saturday and it's not looking good. I was never like that. I was always like "ok so today i will study this from - to and then will finish this and look at this and if i have time i will read that" now i get lucky if i read a page in the book. Seriously, I wake up at 1 watch TV till 3 and then read study till it's 4. I'm hungry who will cook, so I go in the kitchen fix something to eat and watch TV again. So now that I ate, I need to take a nap, 1 hour is enough? naa let's make it 2. So I wake up again around 8 pm I watch this show on TV and at 9.30 I start thinking of reading something nice till it's 11pm and then start check my mail to do some aiesec work. That's if I didn't check it in the morning. I don't know what to do. I lost my energy and enthusiasm. Like, now it's 3 am and instead of going to bed to wake up early, I blog and talk to Bahaa on the msn. AAhhhh I need help or I will fail and it's not an option to fail my parents would kill me and make me leave aiesec which is also not an option.
I know you would think "you're in adab, you don't have papers to write or reports to give or midterms or...." bas this is a fact I can't memorize 3 pages. Seriously I lost the will of trying and the will of studying :-(
Anyway, I think I will go to bed now. I will study hard tomorrow. I will finish a whole chapter just wish me luck :-)

Friday, May 05, 2006

There's always a first time for everything

Wow, it took me a lot of time to have this. Thank you Gannat for insiting on having one, it feels good to write my thoughts and just blog freely.
Just got back from my cousin's engagement party it was actually nice except for the part where all the people started saying congratulations and "3o2balek :@", but anyway she looked pretty and was very happy. I'm really happy for her. It's nice to find your partner in life and spend the rest of your life with him. I wish we would all find our partners, I'm sure they're out there somewhere but not the right time to meet them.
Anyway now that it's 4am guess I will head off to bed, really need to sleep :-)